Hate

At this moment .. I feel that I am such a BAD person since Ive been cursing and hating people in HKG and not to mention the other bosses who always pretend that they are 'care' about us

But... after read the below quotation.. I have decided not to think about it;

"If your temper gets the best of you today, then be it. Let people see the real you"

This is true .. after knowing how much my value to the company so yeah ... Ill show you my real temper and my real dark side

They just love to pretend and blurted bullshit
Ah what waste ....

I have my own rules in life ...

1) I wont mess with your life as long as you dont mess with mine

2) I believe in karma and I always believe that people always need to help each other so that everybody wins

3) I never befriended or approaches someone JUST because of beneficial terms. And if I know someone do that to me, so I am more welcome to walk away from your life.

4) Be nice and I will always be nice to you.

So in this case... this fucking company has crossed one of my priciples which is number 1.

.. hehehe .. they just choose a wrong person to mess up with

One small step forward will change the future

Is that true?
We need courage to do so ..
but are we able to do so with the 'demotivated' feelings mouldering in our shoulder?

Power money status .. defines ALL
is that true?

Backstabbing & Betrayal

Are you guys believe in your 6th sense or instinct?
For myself .. I do believe my instinct and usually it is 78% accurate ..
which why sometimes I hate my guts feelings as it is always happen as what I feel .. be it sooner or later ...

Ok ..why am I talking about instinct?
Well .. it is none than other related to my job ... the 'shitty' company that always take us for granted
Money, Status & Power define other's life ...
We are powerless, status-less, and money-less ..hence we do not have other choices but to agree with the higher management decision ... which is to kick us out from the company

Am I SAD?
NO
Am I PISSED OFF?
HELL YES I AM.
Am I ANNOYED?
HELL YES I AM.

They tricked us, they betrayed us, they backstabbed us
OK FINE.
YEAH ...
BE HAPPY DEAR TALENTED SKILLFULL PEOPLE AT HQ
BE HAPPY FOR DESTROYING OTHER PEOPLE LIVES HOPES AND DREAMS
THANK YOU FOR LETTING US KNOW THE DIRTY POLITICAL WORKING ENVIRONMENT
THANK YOU!

Mr Habib

Hye tekuteku
feels like i havent write any update for quite some time

btw .. do you still remember our Mr Habib? LOL
Yeah ... he pissed me and another colleague again ...
He is the boss but he needs to understand that instead shouting ... please start to learn the word of 'listening'
I understand that it is our job to be responsive and quick however we still did the job and we did it properly

Yes probaby due to his 'PMS' he really sounded rude but still he is the BOSS and I think he THINKS he cn behave that way

Maybe the way we responded to his email looked quite unprofessional to others however I dont think that it is rude to make him understand the whole situation.

I guess what we have done could 'backfire' us again .. but ... we are humans too and we have our own limits


1 thousand reason to quit my job

Ok I really have to write a blog right now even though Im working at the moment.

I am so pissed off with my superior. He thinks he is the 'cleverest' person in the world. I already have a feelings that he doesnt really like me or should I rephrase "Both of us do not like each other".

There is no doubt that he is a total genius and in comparison I am still a fresh green leaf in this field. However, no matter how genius and how high the status is, I am sorry to say that I have no respect to him.

Why? First, he never listens. Second, he thinks he is always right. Third, he loves to make an assumption. Fourth, he thinks people can read his mind.

Helloooo!! Moshi moshi!!!! Knock knock on the head!!!
If I can read people mind then I'll conquer the world OK??

Hmmm on the 2nd thought let give him a nick name... maybe habib? LOL
OK lets call him as Mr. Habib from now on

Dear Mr. Habib,
Both of us know clearly that we do not like each other. Luckily we are working at the different country or else we might end up struggle each other neck
Things happened but it doesn't mean I didnt do my job properly. And now I realize that hard work sometimes does not get paid off properly. This is all thanks to you Mr. Habib.
From now on lets try to avoid each other.

From your least fav. engineer who is based in xxxxxxx