Awkward
Just came back from meeting up with my colleagues.
Where and what did we do?
First we've been walking aimlessly in the mall and besides that they're checking out a dress as well for a party.
Whenever I look at them.. i couldnt help it but to feel envy about their life and themselves.
I have to admit that my worst weakness is none other thn my confidence about myself.
People are saying that rather than disliking your distorts, turn to like them and it'll boost up your confidence level ... however ... for some reason .. I couldnt do that because I know how reality trates me all the while till now ... the distorts will always remain ...... and how can i like them??
Sigh ... they also did mention this .."do what you think is the best for yourself"
what is the best for myself? I couldnt even answer that ... pathetic .. that how I feel about myself at this moment. ....
"Learn how to live up your life" ... how can I do tht without any money?
how can I do that without my luck on my side?
"Start to date different guys" ... this is totally out of question ... no ONE ever going to set his eyes on me ... and in here we are back to the distorts part.
No GUY going to approach or hit on me ... it is reality and I know this well other than others ...
SIGH
they just dont understand ....
oh yeah .. i dont even understand myself how can they understand me?
...
Where and what did we do?
First we've been walking aimlessly in the mall and besides that they're checking out a dress as well for a party.
Whenever I look at them.. i couldnt help it but to feel envy about their life and themselves.
I have to admit that my worst weakness is none other thn my confidence about myself.
People are saying that rather than disliking your distorts, turn to like them and it'll boost up your confidence level ... however ... for some reason .. I couldnt do that because I know how reality trates me all the while till now ... the distorts will always remain ...... and how can i like them??
Sigh ... they also did mention this .."do what you think is the best for yourself"
what is the best for myself? I couldnt even answer that ... pathetic .. that how I feel about myself at this moment. ....
"Learn how to live up your life" ... how can I do tht without any money?
how can I do that without my luck on my side?
"Start to date different guys" ... this is totally out of question ... no ONE ever going to set his eyes on me ... and in here we are back to the distorts part.
No GUY going to approach or hit on me ... it is reality and I know this well other than others ...
SIGH
they just dont understand ....
oh yeah .. i dont even understand myself how can they understand me?
...
Lets get into the groove!
Hi All 
Hehehe things have been depressing for the past few weeks ..
So I have decided to not write anything about my work life for the time being
Saaa ... ima, Im listening to Spitz songs to cheer up my day
I have been their faithful fan for years! And I always fall in love with their songs
One of the great songs is none other than the below:
スピッツ - 空も飛べるはず
作詩：草野正宗 作曲：草野正宗
幼い微熱を下げられないまま 神様の影を恐れて
隠したナイフが似合わない僕を おどけた歌でなぐさめた
色褪せながら ひび割れながら 輝くすべを求めて
※君と出会った奇跡が この胸にあふれてる
きっと今は自由に空も飛べるはず
夢を濡らした涙が 海原へ流れたら
ずっとそばで笑っていてほしい※
切り札にしてた見えすいた嘘は 満月の夜にやぶいた
はかなく揺れる 髪のにおいで 深い眠りから覚めて
君と出会った奇跡が この胸にあふれてる
きっと今は自由に空も飛べるはず
ゴミできらめく世界が 僕たちを拒んでも
ずっとそばで笑っていてほしい
(※くり返し)
Please be genki all
And quote for today is coming from Mr. Donald Trump (..lol?)
"Always love what you are doing in order to be good at it"
Hehehe things have been depressing for the past few weeks ..
So I have decided to not write anything about my work life for the time being
Saaa ... ima, Im listening to Spitz songs to cheer up my day
I have been their faithful fan for years! And I always fall in love with their songs
One of the great songs is none other than the below:
スピッツ - 空も飛べるはず
作詩：草野正宗 作曲：草野正宗
幼い微熱を下げられないまま 神様の影を恐れて
隠したナイフが似合わない僕を おどけた歌でなぐさめた
色褪せながら ひび割れながら 輝くすべを求めて
※君と出会った奇跡が この胸にあふれてる
きっと今は自由に空も飛べるはず
夢を濡らした涙が 海原へ流れたら
ずっとそばで笑っていてほしい※
切り札にしてた見えすいた嘘は 満月の夜にやぶいた
はかなく揺れる 髪のにおいで 深い眠りから覚めて
君と出会った奇跡が この胸にあふれてる
きっと今は自由に空も飛べるはず
ゴミできらめく世界が 僕たちを拒んでも
ずっとそばで笑っていてほしい
(※くり返し)
Please be genki all
And quote for today is coming from Mr. Donald Trump (..lol?)
"Always love what you are doing in order to be good at it"
Hate
At this moment .. I feel that I am such a BAD person since Ive been cursing and hating people in HKG and not to mention the other bosses who always pretend that they are 'care' about us 
But... after read the below quotation.. I have decided not to think about it;
"If your temper gets the best of you today, then be it. Let people see the real you"
This is true .. after knowing how much my value to the company
so yeah ... Ill show you my real temper and my real dark side
They just love to pretend and blurted bullshit
Ah what waste ....
I have my own rules in life ...
1) I wont mess with your life as long as you dont mess with mine
2) I believe in karma and I always believe that people always need to help each other so that everybody wins
3) I never befriended or approaches someone JUST because of beneficial terms. And if I know someone do that to me, so I am more welcome to walk away from your life.
4) Be nice and I will always be nice to you.
So in this case... this fucking company has crossed one of my priciples which is number 1.
.. hehehe .. they just choose a wrong person to mess up with
But... after read the below quotation.. I have decided not to think about it;
"If your temper gets the best of you today, then be it. Let people see the real you"
This is true .. after knowing how much my value to the company
so yeah ... Ill show you my real temper and my real dark side They just love to pretend and blurted bullshit
Ah what waste ....
I have my own rules in life ...
1) I wont mess with your life as long as you dont mess with mine
2) I believe in karma and I always believe that people always need to help each other so that everybody wins
3) I never befriended or approaches someone JUST because of beneficial terms. And if I know someone do that to me, so I am more welcome to walk away from your life.
4) Be nice and I will always be nice to you.
So in this case... this fucking company has crossed one of my priciples which is number 1.
.. hehehe .. they just choose a wrong person to mess up with
One small step forward will change the future
Is that true?
We need courage to do so ..
but are we able to do so with the 'demotivated' feelings mouldering in our shoulder?
Power money status .. defines ALL
is that true?
We need courage to do so ..
but are we able to do so with the 'demotivated' feelings mouldering in our shoulder?
Power money status .. defines ALL
is that true?
Backstabbing & Betrayal
Are you guys believe in your 6th sense or instinct? 
For myself .. I do believe my instinct and usually it is 78% accurate ..
which why sometimes I hate my guts feelings as it is always happen as what I feel .. be it sooner or later ...
Ok ..why am I talking about instinct?
Well .. it is none than other related to my job ... the 'shitty' company that always take us for granted
Money, Status & Power define other's life ...
We are powerless, status-less, and money-less ..hence we do not have other choices but to agree with the higher management decision ... which is to kick us out from the company
Am I SAD?
NO
Am I PISSED OFF?
HELL YES I AM.
Am I ANNOYED?
HELL YES I AM.
They tricked us, they betrayed us, they backstabbed us
OK FINE.
YEAH ...
BE HAPPY DEAR TALENTED SKILLFULL PEOPLE AT HQ
BE HAPPY FOR DESTROYING OTHER PEOPLE LIVES HOPES AND DREAMS
THANK YOU FOR LETTING US KNOW THE DIRTY POLITICAL WORKING ENVIRONMENT
THANK YOU!
For myself .. I do believe my instinct and usually it is 78% accurate ..
which why sometimes I hate my guts feelings as it is always happen as what I feel .. be it sooner or later ...
Ok ..why am I talking about instinct?
Well .. it is none than other related to my job ... the 'shitty' company that always take us for granted
Money, Status & Power define other's life ...
We are powerless, status-less, and money-less ..hence we do not have other choices but to agree with the higher management decision ... which is to kick us out from the company
Am I SAD?
NO
Am I PISSED OFF?
HELL YES I AM.
Am I ANNOYED?
HELL YES I AM.
They tricked us, they betrayed us, they backstabbed us
OK FINE.
YEAH ...
BE HAPPY DEAR TALENTED SKILLFULL PEOPLE AT HQ
BE HAPPY FOR DESTROYING OTHER PEOPLE LIVES HOPES AND DREAMS
THANK YOU FOR LETTING US KNOW THE DIRTY POLITICAL WORKING ENVIRONMENT
THANK YOU!
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