Tekuteku ~ sora no ame

I feel so lost right now ...
Not knowing what I want to do ..
Not knowing what I like to do ...
Knowing that my life is such a failure..
it hurts ...

People always say "It is okay to be lost once in a while" ..
but for me .. Im still lost for quite a long time ...
I really dont know what I want to do ..
I want more but how to achieve more?
Life is complicated ...
Not an easy smooth road for me ..
without a true skill and true ability ..
Im still floating in my own world ..